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Man. Myth. Coward.

by Sir Francis Lee Howard

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1.
My name is Sir Francis Lee Howard The man, the myth, and the coward I came here tonight to sing you some songs About all my fears of being alone Ha ha ha
2.
I was out there in the field Shovel in my hand and the will The whole night through Looking for you Oh I was out there in the dark Trying to find what once was ours Underneath a foggy moon Howling for you Suddenly, a vision came over me and split me in two You held my body down to the ground, whispering soft, “I need it too.” I was shaken in the night I awoke with a terror and a fright It’s true, I was shaking for you And I was out kicking up dirt Trying to unearth your curse Early in the afternoon Dancing all around for you You lead my body to the bed, wrapped up, and split me in two And I held my breath as I levitated from your chest Oh, I need it too She was laying in her old red bed Little nightingales hovered overhead in the odd tomb They were watching over you I awoke with the hunger Of a tired, broken down hunter With no teeth to chew I was starving for you I held my hands pressed firm to your chest and split you in two And through your soul, I’ll weave a spirits ghost Oh, I need it too!
3.
I wasn’t sure if I was quite ready to slow it down So I tucked it in around the backs of my mind And I crept to the bed, where you slept, pulled back the sheets to your body beneath And I let that cold mountain air come over me And I sank beneath the weight of it So I laid it aside, all in my mind, knowing I would come back for it I wasn’t sure if I was quite ready to let it go So I let my body fold to the backs of her gown I cut off her hands, watched her bleed to death And I met her spirit by the edge of the bed Where I folded my hands in my lap and i hung my head I laid down to forget The ghost in her eyes, as they met mine I knew I would come back to repent for it
4.
You say a glass of blood a day is what keeps your heart awake enough to hold on to us You got a lover that rest on your shoulder so you don’t starve wherever you wander off, in your head Now I’m driving all around I’m trying to slow it down Before I fall out of your heart now I got caught in my kitchen, watching my demons, washing my dishes, trying to remember your face She said, “Son, with your granddaddy’s eyes, you’ve let me down time after time but, I don’t mind.” I was driving all around I ain’t slowing down I think that I have found my heart now
5.
I must’ve been under your spell, as your omnipresent smoke Came over my body, Darling, all my wild desires provoked Everything out here was divided, everything split in two Everything out here was noble but nothing quite as true As you, wrapped up in blue As you, tangled up in blue I was buried beneath my house and I crept through your tomb As your wild, wet, wicked spirit was begging me to come back down Everything out here was in ruins, nothing was new Everything out here was ancient but, Darling, nothing quite as old As you, wrapped up in blue As you, tangled up in blue Oh, I buried my head in my hands, as my knees met the ground you came back to see that there was nothing in me that’s alive And I crept right back to that bed where you slept, put your body to my mouth I was lost inside myself, I was lost beside myself With you, all wrapped up in blue With you, all tangled up in blue
6.
Darling, lately you’ve been on my mind But only when I sleep at night Always to find you’re gone in the morning Lately, I’ve been talking in my sleep and my words they don’t mean a thing When you're away we’ll find i’m helpless in the morning Possibly, there is nothing here for you and me Drinking ‘til we can see all the little things we want to be are gone in the morning
7.
Momma, slow down,I can’t understand You've been talking so fast, screaming at the walls again Swearing I’m that slow dance you feel beneath your skin Where that black mountain rose up and the earth split open I drove the whole night through and I built my house in the image of you Each timber cut in its place, it burred and turned as it aged And you escaped through a hole in the wall Cause I didn't know not to build with oak From those white caps, to that high desert land Your spirit came over me, my face in my hands I pulled you out through the night You came with your weeper veil I was laid silent and cold, bone white and still I drove the whole night through and I burned my house to the ground in the image of you I danced around in your ash, calling out, “I’m your man!” Through wilds, through weeds, little smoke Cause I didn’t know not to bury your ghost I found you by that fire light And I killed you when it died I found you down in the marsh And I watched it burn in my mind Oh, I found you by that fire light And I killed you when it died I tore you down through the mire And I watched it burn out in my mind Sore, I tore in, I wasn't through They came for blood and they came for you I held out my hands, “I’m cold.”, I called I was spared, I was your ghost. I was your ghost!
8.
I could be the one down in the water Washing your hair in the winter Girl, your body’s older and colder I could be the warmth of the summer. I could be the one up in my room, tracing all the shapes in the sheets that once were you But I’d be a fool for thinking that you’d come back All you ever wanted was a fool, loving you endlessly Oh momma, won’t you ride In the valley of your son I’ll carry you home I’ll carry you home Momma, won't you ride In the valley of your son I could be the one down in the water Washing your hair in the winter Girl, your body’s older and colder I could be the warmth of the summer. I was wrapped in your hair, never to surrender to the sounds of your heart Always to believe it true But you came wild and cruel, never did I understand what it was that callused your mouth Never did I ask you, “Why?”
9.
I planted you so beautiful to bloom Tore you up by the roots, let you wither in the sun I tore the flesh right from the bone, all the while singing I carried off your ghost as far as I could go, all the while singing, “I don’t know where your soul will go!”

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Recorded and mixed by Sir Francis Lee Howard in Redding, CA.

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released September 18, 2020

Rickie Barnett: vocals, guitar, harp
Kevin Berg: drums
Jeff Cole: bass
Dan Wait: guitar, vocals
Zach Zeller: guitar, vocals, keys

Around Town Collective | 2020

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